// i found this tucked away in a draft that i never published and today i just decided to click publish even though it doesn't feel ready or finished. because now i see.
it's raining and my hair is frizzy, but my heart is at rest.now i see. He's bringing those same things back again, but this summer was the testing point. did i trust Him even when i couldn't see clearly? do i know that His plans are still far above my highest dreams? was He truly the source of joy in my life?
i've been learning what it means to be still. to be still in a busy world, in a busy schedule. these past few weeks have been so good- so absolutely full and crazy and wildly beautiful. this season of life has been discovering the way a good Father delights in giving good gifts to His children. ah, i can't even. God has just been so good in allowing me to use things i'm passionate about as something i've been doing for the last three months. every day, i've been waking up to spend the morning in a kitchen doing something i love. and my little dream to work in a coffee shop one day, He remembered that. and my love for graphic design and quotes and Scripture- He remembered that too. when i think about all that, my heart is overwhelmed because God didn't have to give me all that in one season, but He did.
but now i only have two weeks left. countdowns have started.
rest in Him, my restless heart. He is still good. He still holds a plan. He is still working.
so many hard questions, but this has been a season of finding the real answers to them and not just the head answers.
if everything was stripped away, Jesus, i still choose you.
xoxo.